It's not meant for everyone. {Destiny can be cruel - as can certain deities.} My suffering served a greater purpose. My happiness was an unexpected blessing, given to me because of my choices and the kindness of a goddess. If you see her...
If memories with her are your happier ones, ones you'd prefer me to see, I can try focus on them. I'm better than I was at controlling what I see now.
[He tries to reassure the other, as best anyone could when talking about feeding from them, seeing their memories like being an Archiviste. If he could, he'd wish that he wouldn't have to deal with that. If he were just a regular vampire, he'd be less hesitant about others letting him feed from them. That people had taken advantage of that ability. Used him for it.]
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Date: 2025-12-30 11:23 pm (UTC)I think you will understand.
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Date: 2025-12-31 09:07 am (UTC)[He tries to reassure the other, as best anyone could when talking about feeding from them, seeing their memories like being an Archiviste. If he could, he'd wish that he wouldn't have to deal with that. If he were just a regular vampire, he'd be less hesitant about others letting him feed from them. That people had taken advantage of that ability. Used him for it.]